Last week, I had written about an old preacher who had prayed for me when I was working a medical intensive care unit before he passed on. My mind has been drawn to that event several times since I wrote about it. Around that same time, our church hosted a preaching workshop that was an effort to help bivocational pastors with resources and inspiration to help with preaching. I suppose that as the miles have clicked up in ministry, I have come to an observation that if we are called to preach, if we believe that preaching is important, and if it is one of the most regular things that pastors do, why aren’t their more efforts to help us get better at it? I have preached more than my share of “bad” sermons, but it is not because I have neglected the efforts to improve. I cannot even count the number of books I have read on preaching, the Logos mobile ed units I’ve worked through, the You Tube videos that I have watched, and have listened to probably thousands of sermons.
Tuesday, March 31, 2026
Thursday, March 05, 2026
O God, Please Save Me from Myself
I am presently in the process of working and preaching through Paul’s letter to the Romans. One of the most powerful things about Scripture is how that it speaks to every single aspect of the ancient church and to the modern one as well. Under the inspiration of the Spirit, Paul wrote this epistle around 54-56 AD according to the range that many biblical scholars have placed it. As of this moment (3/4/2026), I have preached twelve messages from this and the scrutiny by which he writes is discovered with every hour of time that I spend praying and studying through the text. While I was thinking, meditating, writing, and even wrestling with the section of Romans 2:12-16 which I called, The Courtroom of the Conscience, a divine laser light began to burn through me in verse 16. It very well needs to be a standalone sermon, but I did not do so. The sharp focus has not left me now almost three days after I have finished preaching it. In the day when God shall judge the secrets of men by Jesus Christ! Let that sink in for a moment!
Wednesday, February 04, 2026
2026 Goals/Resolutions--Number 4
Another thing that I started doing was around the beginning of December, I would start mapping out a list of sorts to sort of move me in a direction to accomplish some goals. I can remember reading Stephen Covey’s books about the seven habits of highly effective people and what he later wrote about—the eighth habit. Other time management authors like David Allen, Peter Drucker, Brian Tracy, Ken Blanchard, Spencer Johnson, and Jim Collins were books that I found myself tracking through. Somewhere along the way I picked up the idea that however you spend your time is how you spend your life. I know that might not be so profound, but its simplicity makes it worth digging into.
Wednesday, January 28, 2026
Lessons from Pilgrim's Progress--Vanity Fair & Its Challenge to Us in 2026
In and around the Barnabas Blog you will find a host of references to Pilgrim’s Progress by John Bunyan. Part one was written in 1678 and part two was published in 1684. Over the years I have collected various copies of it. The nicest one is the one published by Easton Press and the oldest one is from the 1890’s that I found in a used bookstore in North Platte, Nebraska when I was with Pastor Myron Powell (DSupt/NE). I have multiple copies of paperbacks by Oxford Press, Penguin Classics, Barnes & Noble Classics series, Baker Books, Dover, and several independent publishers that serve the homeschool community. I am always interested to find copies in used bookstores that have marked up margins, highlights, and scribbled notes on the inside of the front/back covers.
As I have written several times, I am indebted to Pastor John Harrell who was the long-time pastor of the Bridge City UPC in Bridge City, Texas who encouraged me to read it. I can remember the copy that I bought in a Family Christian bookstore in Dothan. It was The Pilgrim’s Progress in Modern English published by Bridge-Logos Publishers. It was a paperback copy that weathered multiple backpack journeys with me to and from Flowers Hospital when I was still working full-time in one of the IR cath labs. I look at the copy now after 25 years and the highlights and marginal notes serve almost as landmarks of a spiritual journey moving on toward the Celestial City. If you have read it, some of this may be a bit redundant to you, however, I am going to focus on some points that brings in and around the vicious town of Vanity Fair.
Thursday, January 22, 2026
Book Recommendation--Stockholm Syndrome Christianity (Why Christian Leaders are Failing--and What We Can Do About It)--John G. West
Then I started reading the westerns that were written by Louis L’Amour and Zane Grey which led to Peter McCurtin and his Sundance series. As I got older, I found Stephen Ambrose (recommended to me by Harold Hoffman) and read Undaunted Courage about Lewis and Clark and their expedition. Then I started working through his books on World War II and that opened more books about the great war in the European theater. Biographies by McCollough, Meachum, Chernow, and others were another avenue that I went down.
Mixed in was another writer that I found about the time I started in RN school whose books captivated me for more than a decade—Robin Cook! He has written more than 40 books, and I have read at least 35 of them, some of them multiple times. Somewhere along the way I accidentally found A. J. Cronin whose writing, even to this day I find incredibly intriguing especially the two that I have read several times, The Citadel and The Keys to the Kingdom. Another similar incidental find is The Lords of Discipline and The Great Santini by Pat Conroy, which pushed me to read all his other books—deep, melancholy, and provoking characters and twisting plots that have stayed with me for the long years since I have read any of his books. I could go on and on about books and authors but that is not what this blog is supposed to be about—it is a book recommendation—so I shall commence with that task.
Saturday, January 17, 2026
My Poor Blog!
January 17,
2026
Twenty years ago, I started the Barnabas Blog on a whim. At the time, blogs or weblogs were sort of coming into existence from a variety of amateur writers and a few more serious ones on the religious scene. I can remember there were two blogs that I do not even remember how I found them, but they had a very strong influence on my thinking at the time. One of them is still in existence and the other one has long been reduced to an inactive state. So, once I sort of gathered my “sea legs” so to speak, I started writing about things that piqued my interest and what I thought might gather a small following of preachers and ministers.
It has been ages since I have written anything besides
sermon notes and Bible studies that primarily are for where I pastor in Dothan,
Alabama. On this rainy, cold Saturday
night, once again I am in my study at the Pentecostals of Dothan. It is much larger and has a whole lot more
volumes in my library than it did twenty years ago. Twenty years ago, I was literally working out
of a small room that had become a cleaning closet for the old fellowship hall. In December 2005, I had made the transition
from working full-time in an Interventional Radiology Cath lab as an RN to a
very part-time basis that I would continue until the fall of 2014. So, I had gone from a high-tech medical
procedure lab to a dusty, dilapidated “broom closet” and that is where the
Barnabas Blog started. The space was 12
feet by 16 feet with a noisy window unit that cranked out very cold air but also
sprayed mildew all over creation as well.
In those simple surroundings, I wrote and prayed, wrote some more and
prayed some more, and wrote even more and prayed even more. Prayer is far more important than writing,
however prayer will set your mind and pen on fire while you are writing. So, I wrote!
Honestly, I had no idea how many people would come to read the Barnabas
Blog in that first decade. It never crossed
my mind that it would inspire, convict, encourage, and in some cases
aggravate. So many people came up to me
at various conferences and introduced themselves as readers, to the degree that
it was amazing. Once there was a time
when I got hemmed in by a couple of preachers who felt like I had no business
writing content like I did. I look back
at those days and ask myself what I asked just before I started this blog post:
Why did you quit writing?!
Friday, January 08, 2021
Why You Should Have a Prayer Bible
In a previous blog to encourage you to pray effectively, I wrote about the importance of having a prayer journal. They are extremely useful for recording some of your prayer needs and answers to prayers as well. A prayer journal is greatly encouraging because it can help you see the prayer needs that are being met and it can be convicting as well when it shows the way that we neglect meaningful prayer. We are commanded to pray but it will require great discipline on our part to do so (1 Tim. 4:7-8). There are a host of commands that we find in the Word of calls to prayer. A prayer journal can help you to become more focused and more disciplined in your prayers.
I think that most of the people who read this blog are familiar with the Pentecostals of Alexandria in Louisiana. It is led by Pastor Anthony Mangun who has been there since the early ‘80’s and prior to that, his father, Bishop G. A. Mangun was the pastor. One of the most important ministries of that church is the 24-hour prayer chain that has been ongoing since 1968 or so. It is designed to follow 3-hour shifts. A number of years ago at Because of the Times, I saw the signup sheets that are used. They have at least three people present and praying around the clock. Over the years, I have dropped in to pray at POA several times at varying times of the day when I was passing through the city. I have been in there in the late evening and also in the early morning hours and there is always someone in the prayer area. The prayer rooms used to be located in the G. A. Mangun center, but they have been moved now to the newer building that houses the sanctuary. Two prayer areas are located to the sides of the sanctuary and in one of them is a layout of the Tabernacle where you are encouraged to pray through it as a patterned prayer. They also have a table that has a large glass container to place written prayer needs in it. Various prayer guides are also available and there are also framed pictures on the walls that are themed toward prayer. It was during one of those times that I had slipped in to pray probably in the early ‘90’s that I saw several of the older saints who had open Bibles laying on the prayer altars that were in the room. So that I would not be a nosy soul, I occasionally would slip a furtive glance over at them to see what they were doing with the Bibles. After watching and listening to them, I realized they were praying through the Psalms. That was the first time that I had observed this practice taking place and struck me in a very powerful way. Some time passed before I started practicing it as well, greatly to my benefit. I will never ever forget one Saturday night at our church that I made an effort pray the Word. It was pushing midnight and I was alone in our old church on the front row sitting under one of the sidelights which barely illuminated the old sanctuary. The following Scriptures were the ones I started praying through:
1 Timothy 6:11–16 (KJV) 11 But thou, O man of God, flee these things; and follow after righteousness, godliness, faith, love, patience, meekness. 12 Fight the good fight of faith, lay hold on eternal life, whereunto thou art also called, and hast professed a good profession before many witnesses. 13 I give thee charge in the sight of God, who quickeneth all things, and before Christ Jesus, who before Pontius Pilate witnessed a good confession; 14 That thou keep this commandment without spot, unrebukeable, until the appearing of our Lord Jesus Christ: 15 Which in his times he shall shew, who is the blessed and only Potentate, the King of kings, and Lord of lords; 16 Who only hath immortality, dwelling in the light which no man can approach unto; whom no man hath seen, nor can see: to whom be honour and power everlasting. Amen.
I prayed about the things I wanted to flee from which are in the previous verses (even chapters of 1 Timothy), particularly about the trap that money can bring into the lives of ministers. But the thought of praying about things I wanted to flee from expanded and things that I would not have normally thought of began to enter my prayers. Next, the focus of the prayer turned to the things I wanted to follow after which are character traits that need to be evident in my life. The same thing happened, and other character traits entered my requests to the Lord. Then the prayer moved on to the things I wanted to fight for, and this really opened up the avenues of thought for prayer. Finally, I let Paul help me to see what an incredibly sobering moment it would be for me to stand before the Lord and given an answer for the charge that had been laid out to all apostolic ministers who have been called into service. From that time on, I paddled around in the shallows of having a Bible with me at all times when I was praying especially in the private times of prayer.
Once I started praying with a Bible, I adopted a small Nelson KJV and used it much. The only regret I have was during those days, I thought that writing in a Bible was anathema. Even though I had seen Brother Griffin’s well-used Oxford Wide-Margin KJV and also his Dugan Reference Bible which had been very much marked up, there was still some hesitation on my part to do so. I am now guessing that probably 25 years ago, I started marking up my Bibles. More and more I have come to believe that marked up Bibles can help us to see spiritual progress that we are making as time marches on. This is just food for thought; I doubt your family is going to want your iPhone, iPad, or Android when you finally pass on from this life, but they will treasure a well-marked, prayed through, and wept over Bible.
What are some things you should mark up in a “prayer” Bible? If you have a personal library either physical or digital, make your books work for you. Look at your books as if they are tools, or even soldiers that are under your command, and get the most out of them. Herbert Lockyer’s All the Prayers in the Bible, E. M. Bounds single volume works on prayer, Andrew Murray’s With Christ in the School of Prayer, Dr. Jim Rosscup’s four volumes on prayer (given to me by Pastor Tony Mansinho) of all the prayers in the OT/NT, and John Eckhardt’s prayer books are all very good tools to push you into a direction of biblically driven praying. Read through those prayers and then outline them in your Bible. On another practical tip as well, use Flair marker pens and take the colors and use them for a variety of themes. However, to keep track of your colors, mark them in the front of the Bible so you don’t just begin to haphazardly mismark your Bible. Some of the different colors I use are for doctrinal content, holiness themes, spiritual warfare, and the kingdom of God. One of the mistakes I made early on was not have a precise color system. What the color choices do is help you to look through a “prayer” Bible and pick up on particular themes of prayer that you need to give yourself to: intercession, supplication, repentance, empowerment, enlightenment, and discernment.
Another one of the things that praying the Scriptures will do is force
you to look at verses in their proper context.
For instance, there are four prayers that Paul prayed as given in his
prison epistles (Ephesians, Philippians, and Colossians) that confronted some
faulty understanding that I had of how God operates in the churches. Paul prayed for doctrinal understanding, a
proper foundation in Christian living, to be filled with holiness, and
spiritual understanding. When you began
to pray for this in your local church especially if you are a pastor or in some
role as a spiritual leader, it can really move you to a place of clarity as to what
we should be praying for. In my
thoughts, perhaps the majority of our prayers are focused more on material and
physical needs than for the spiritual work both individually and corporately
for the kingdom of God. There is also a
wealth of instruction that can be mined out by looking at what is commonly referred
to as the Lord’s prayer in the Sermon on the Mount (Matthew 6) which is really
the disciple’s prayer. If you truly want
to look at the Lord’s prayer, go to John 17 and work through that during your
prayer time and it can add so much to your understanding as to what the Lord
really wanted to see happen in our lives and the forward movement of the
apostolic church. 
Lastly, I would encourage you to let your “prayer” Bible be perhaps a different translation that you do not normally use. I have picked up an ESV that I have set aside to use specifically as a “prayer” Bible in an effort to do all that I can to help me deepen my own work in prayer. Next week, I will lobby for the need to have regular prayer revivals and other matters that will encourage you to foster a prayerful spirit in your local church.
Again, thanks for dropping by. . .
Philip Harrelson
January 7, 2021
Monday, April 21, 2014
Lord, Is It Warfare? Week 4, Day 1
Monday, April 07, 2014
Lord, Is It Warfare? Week 3, Day 5
Friday, April 04, 2014
Lord, Is It Warfare? Week 3, Day 4
Friday, March 14, 2014
Lord, Is It Warfare? Week 2, Day 5
Tuesday, March 11, 2014
Lord, Is It Warfare? Week 2, Day 2 & A Short Rabbit Trail
Monday, March 10, 2014
Lord, Is It Warfare? Week 2, Day 1
Friday, March 07, 2014
Lord, Is It Warfare? Week 1, Days 4 & 5
Wednesday, March 05, 2014
Lord, Is It Warfare? Week 1, Day 3
Tuesday, March 04, 2014
Lord, Is It Warfare? Week 1, Day 2
Monday, March 03, 2014
Lord, Is It Warfare? Week 1, Day 1
Friday, January 17, 2014
Top Ten Books of 2013 - #1 - Standing Firm Through the Great Apostasy - Steve Gallagher
Wednesday, January 15, 2014
Top Ten Books of 2013 - #2 - The Church Awakening - Charles Swindoll
Tuesday, January 14, 2014
Top Ten Books of 2013--#3 - A Call To Spiritual Reformation - D. A. Carson
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